Saturday, May 5, 2007

Shit happens...

Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!
Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.
You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits.
There is bullshit, horseshit, and chicken shit.
You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan.
You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.
You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.
Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty.
Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit.
You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird shit. You can carry shit, have a mountain of shit, or find yourself up shit creek without a paddle. Sometimes everything you touch turns to shit and other times you fall in a bucket of shit and come out smelling like a rose.
When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the English language.
And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else!!
You could pass this along, if you give a shit; or not do so if you don't give a shit!
Well, shit, it's time for me to go.
Just wanted you to know that I do give a shit and hope you had a nice day,without a bunch of shit.
But, if you happened to catch a load of shit from some shit-head...........
Well, shit Happens!!!


One day in between the shadows of worries casting across my face
I happened to see your face
Someone introduced me to you…
May be I should have walked away
May be I should n’t have looked at you
May be I should n’t have listened to you
May be I should n’t have spoken to you
May be the rain that quenches the heat of the earth
Or the stars that has put a twinkle in my eyes
Should have warned me better…
Why is there silence in my words and
Epics in my eyes pouring my heart
And letting you soothe the hurt and pain within me….
How do I know you and how long do I know you?
Why are your words touching me with a feather
And making me heal within so much
May be the slight dampness in my eyes
Is just a mirage of your love…
Lying in your lap and playing with the heart of child
Holding on to your fingers and wondering
Are you trespassing into me already?
If I leave you will you miss me?
Will you trust me if I say no or
Will you accept me if I say yes?
I know you are going to walk away soon from my world and my shadows
I beg you to walk out of my life slowly
And try to cause less pain as you go away please
I am so scared…

I am so happy today...

I got up from sleep and it is one of those days when you are just happy to be awake and alive. I feel so happy today. I don't know why. There are days when I felt that I should not get up from bed at all. But today, is not one of those days.

I went to bed with a smile in my face after a long time and have woken up from bed with a smile after a very very very long time. I don't know why. I don't know why my heart is so light today and every thing is cheerful. Who or what is responsible to have put this smile in my face?

I am listening to a song right now from 7G Rainbow colony called Ninaithu ninaithu by shreya goshal. What a beautiful song and such a lovely lyric and it is kinda sad and happy. There is a part which says this " muthal kanavu podhume kadhala! Kangal thirandhidu" which means This one dream is enough my love, open your eyes now. Well I feel like living a dream now...

Do you know in a few months time, I will be starting to do my PG in Coventry. Life is going to get real mechanical... Well, I just want to sit back and take a breath and enjoy this second till it lasts... Whom should I thank for this???

Men are from mars all right!!!

In this silly little life, when we ourselves are not sure of what we want, we start expecting so much from the opposite sex. We want them to be the way we want, laugh and speak and love the way we want...

Why do girls need guys??? Why is there always a word security hanging around the neck of the married girls and why not in others? I have been to UK and have worked there for 3 years. I had so many friends, staff nurses and colleagues etc. etc. Though they are not too much into marriage, they have live in relationships. A girl whether in India or UK, she is just the same. THEY ALL ARE THE SAME. I have seen it myself...

Why do we need an opposite sex so much in life? When I can work and earn for myself, take care of my problems single handed, why do I want a shoulder to lean on to or a lending ear? Why am I not sufficient to live my life alone with what ever I do?
It was then I happened to watch this movie called " SHALL WE DANCE" by Richard gere and Jennifer lopez and Susan sarandon. There was a very romantic dialogue which goes like this" We need a witness to our lives. There a billion people in the planet and what does any ones life meant? But in love and marriage, you are promising to care about everything, the good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things, all of it. All the time and everyday. You are saying that you're life wont go unnoticed, because i will notice it. Your life wont be unwitnessed, coz i will be your witness."
Well is this really what we all want in life at the end of the day.... I don't know?

Best part: Indha karuvachiyyin velutha sindhanaigalil sila thuli

Well I always wanted to look like someone else. Never really liked my face, skin, smile, my posture.... I liked to be better to feel better. Appo than kamal sir, sonnadhu nyabagam vandhadhu( I remembered what Kamalhasan told in a movie), I think it was in Guna. My father has stuck his face on me..... I started liking my face after I lost my dad. I just wanted to have the same face even If I am born again.

But would definitely trade my attitude and my brain for someone or something better. lol.... When I was growing up, my mom and dad wanted me to dance, sing, draw, play, study and be happy. I grew up as a very happy child with lots of love and attention, Which has made me jack of all trade and master of none.

Well I became a doctor as they wished and learnt Bharathanatiyam for 13 years and learnt Classical vocal for 7 years and also started sketching.... But what is my purpose in life? I don't know. I still want to learn so much... I read in an article in reader's digest long time back, which was titled as 100 things I would like to do before I die. May be I should have something like that, a list or chart or something...

I am trying to find solace in this web world, after my tiring day. Funny, at some point of life, you just live with strangers with names all around you... And you are left all alone to figure out what you want and search on your own...

No offense whatso ever

Well People, I don't have any intention of hurting anyone. Just happened to see this and found it so very hilarious. Hope you all share my thoughts.

Confused to the core

Do I like you a bit, I don’t know
Do I have something hidden deep within me, I don’t know
If it is hidden within me, is it just a crush, I don’t know
Living life so confused…not knowing meaning of myriad of feelings
Left so lonely, is it right, I don’t know
Why am I so confused…

Are you the dawn or the dusk in my life, I don’t know
Are you just the beginning of an end or end of a beginning, I don’t know
I don’t have you in my heart and you don’t have me for sure
Is it right, I don’t know
But why do I keep saying this again and again…

I will not fall for you and I won’t love you for sure
But why do I keep saying this again and again…
Am I in love already, did my heart run away with your smile
Left so lonely, is it right, I don’t know
Why am I so confused…

When did you creep inside of my heart, I don’t know
You just laughed a little and got angry a little
Why am I looking for an answer from you,
Is it right, I don’t know
Why does my heart betray me always and let you toy me around
Why am I so confused…

You are still the same, you laugh and play and leave
What are you thinking of me, I don’t know
Should I say my heart or should I confide
What will you think of me, I don’t know
Why am I so confused…

Are you my blessing or a curse, I don’t know
Can we cross roads together, I don’t know
Will we be there for each other, I don’t know
All that I know is you are gone forever
Will you want me again, I don’t know
Will you come back, I don’t know
I now know one thing for sure
I understood what I felt for you only when I left you forever…
As your memories fade away from me…