Confused to the core

Do I like you a bit, I don’t know
Do I have something hidden deep within me, I don’t know
If it is hidden within me, is it just a crush, I don’t know
Living life so confused…not knowing meaning of myriad of feelings
Left so lonely, is it right, I don’t know
Why am I so confused…

Are you the dawn or the dusk in my life, I don’t know
Are you just the beginning of an end or end of a beginning, I don’t know
I don’t have you in my heart and you don’t have me for sure
Is it right, I don’t know
But why do I keep saying this again and again…

I will not fall for you and I won’t love you for sure
But why do I keep saying this again and again…
Am I in love already, did my heart run away with your smile
Left so lonely, is it right, I don’t know
Why am I so confused…

When did you creep inside of my heart, I don’t know
You just laughed a little and got angry a little
Why am I looking for an answer from you,
Is it right, I don’t know
Why does my heart betray me always and let you toy me around
Why am I so confused…

You are still the same, you laugh and play and leave
What are you thinking of me, I don’t know
Should I say my heart or should I confide
What will you think of me, I don’t know
Why am I so confused…

Are you my blessing or a curse, I don’t know
Can we cross roads together, I don’t know
Will we be there for each other, I don’t know
All that I know is you are gone forever
Will you want me again, I don’t know
Will you come back, I don’t know
I now know one thing for sure
I understood what I felt for you only when I left you forever…
As your memories fade away from me…