Friday, July 6, 2007

Is this how one would feel, when trust is lost !!!



Why are we attracted to a person, We know isn't good enough? Why do we fall for the wrong person?



Is it because We are hoping that we are wrong, whenever that voice whispers inside our head? And every time he does something that tells you that he is not good, You ignore it. And every time he comes through and surprises you, He wins you over. And You always lose the argument with yourself "THAT HE IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH
FOR YOU".



It is hard to believe when you hear people say," I know how you feel". But if you are really hurt at heart, I actually know how you feel. I understand the feeling that is as small and insignificant as humanly possible. And How it can actually ache in places inside that you never knew that where inside you.



And It doesn't matter how many new make overs you have, how many places you go to, or however you spend your time, You are still going to lie down every night thinking of each and every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And How in the hell in that briefest moment of uncertainity, you could think that you were actually that happy.



After all that, How ever long that may be, You might go somewhere new, meet people who will make you feel worth while again and you make friends. The bits and pieces of your lost soul will finally come back to you. And all the fuzzy stuff, those years that you have wasted, THAT WILL EVENTUALLY BEGIN TO FADE AWAY
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4 comments:

Encrypted Heart said...

ada ada ada ada............. eppadi unnaala ippadi ezuda mudiyudu??? seriously i feel like am reading magazine articles written by columnists.
am afraid dat i might became fan for ur writings? i had started loving ur way of writing. all the best

Vetti pullai said...

By the way you say this comment, I feel as if you are probably laughing your ribs out. But if that was an appreciation from the heart, THANKS a lot.

Encrypted Heart said...

u shud believe ppl atleast in some point ;)

Vetti pullai said...

Well,

In life, at times, we become so hurt again and again and we feel so exposed and vulnerable. That is when we start to do things to protect ourselves first. We love and just dont have the guts to fight for it and run away and sometimes we dont love but still we stick around. Ultimately trust is the last thing that is in this game. Pretty sad but this is the truth.